i want to change my index page but i don't but i do aaaaa... i feel like it's perfect as-is but what if i did a different color scheme!! what if i gave it a theme!!!

is there art software i don't hate? i think i've been poisoned by procreate. i want to use my tablet and actually draw with my pc but i can't find anything i actually like. i've tried krita, ibis, even clip studio. the only thing i even kind of fuck with is sai, but i've lost all my brushes and don't have the energy to recreate them all. do y'all have any suggestions for a hater like me?

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feeling pretty awful about everything !

i can't stop watching sims 4 builds, people are so fucking talented. i just watched someone build an entire natsu matsuri scene and it was so beautiful. i gotta get my game fixed so i can start building things again, aaaaaaaa

i'm still sick but i'm at home, drinking my miso and eating my rice and sitting in my comfy little living room so it's not all bad. i'm hopeful i can go back to work tomorrow, though. 🤞

someone email me a pizza

how am i supposed to save for top surgery when i have to spend all of my money on things like staying alive?

well, i'm sick again for the second time this month. first i had a mild cold, now i've caught bronchitis from mads. missing this much work sucks. but at least that gives me plenty of time to code and play pokemon violet.

i WILL learn toki pona this year, this is me holding myself accountable.

i have had absolutely zero motivation to work on the site lately, idk why. but i'm home sick today, so i'm gonna at least update my media log.
i worry that i've limited myself with my index page, i'm afraid there's not that much i can do with it. but i like it and i don't want to rework it?? idk. much to think about.